Renowned artist urges students to push themselves, discover true potential

In this day and age, when one sees beautifully sculpted works of art, he or she tend to assume it was created in generations past. However, St. Louis has an experienced sculptor who has made a significant impact in the art world.

Harry Weber was born in St. Louis in 1942 and has since created well-known sculptures across America — from statues of legendary St. Louis Cardinals players standing outside of Busch Stadium, to an 18-inch maquette of Jack Daniel’s, the famous whisky distiller.

On Wednesday, Feb. 25 and Thursday, Feb. 26, student organization Sculptors at Wagner brought Weber’s creative genius to campus to enlighten students. During his visit, Weber presented students with a lecture regarding his skillset and career, as well as a firsthand demonstration on how he produces his work. Weber also sat in on a figure modeling class and was given the opportunity to directly work with the students.

Weber said, at 72 years old, he has been immersing himself in the world of art his entire life.

“As a kid I had a bad habit of sketching on everything — walls, tablecloths, napkins, anything — and I still do,” Weber said. “I literally cannot remember a day where I haven’t drawn at least one picture, and that [is] still my major entertainment — drawing dogs and horses.”

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Following his education at Princeton University, Weber served during the Vietnam War, serving in the United States Navy for six years. While in Vietnam, he spent a year on water patrol and developed a series of sketches documenting his time there. These sketches are on permanent display at the USS Alabama Battleship Memorial Park.

During the past 34 years, Weber has created more than 250 notable national art pieces, ranging from busts to larger than life-sized statues. Some of Weber’s most recognizable work includes various sports figures, featured at stadiums including St. Louis’ Busch Stadium,  Kansas City’s Kauffman Stadium and Nationals Park in Washington D.C., among others. In 2011, Weber was named National Sports Artist of the Year by the United States Sports Academy.

Weber also has had experience with many historical works of art, including a life-sized sculpture of Dred Scott and Harriet Scott outside St. Louis’ historic Old Courthouse,  a life-sized bust of Thomas Jefferson and a twice life-sized statue of Lewis and Clark for their 200 -year anniversary in 2006, standing on the St. Louis Riverfront.

Weber said when it comes to sculpting, he has two distinct favorite parts.

“The part that’s the quick assessment of the subject matter — getting a quick assessment of what you want done early on [is one of my favorite parts],” Weber said. “It’s really the very beginning and the very end; the beginning is when it starts to take shape, and the very end is when you step back and say, ‘I’m finished.’”

Senior art major Mary Peacock, of Carbondale, said she enjoyed delving into the world of Weber’s work through his lecture and demonstration.

“I’ve always been influenced by the human form, but at the same time [Weber] seemed to take it to a new level,” Peacock said. “He was able to create emotion upon the sculptures themselves. I know I’ve seen a lot of sculptures where you see it and you’ve felt something, but you really get the emotion from his work.”

Weber said as a sculptor, the majority of what he creates is commissioned work, so the subject matter is provided to him. However, the presentation of the subject matter is still very much up to him.

“I start with a lot of concept sketches because a sculpture has to exist in three-dimensional space, not two-dimensional space, so it has to work all the way around,” Weber said. “So before you start, you have to make sure that when people walk around that piece, they are going to have something good to look at all the way around. The other piece of thought in the concept [is] even though I deal pretty much in realism, I consider artwork — particularly three-dimensional artwork — to be so valuable that it should work as an abstraction, even if I’m showing a human form. I like to have the movement be harmonious with what’s going on around [it] — it should be striking as a form in and of itself and not just as a recognizable person.”

Peacock said one of the main things that influenced her was when Weber showed his sketchbooks during his lecture.

“It made me want to go back and look at my older work,” Peacock said. “When I was younger, I did a lot of sketching — I was a cartoonist. I really wanted to inspire that, but it also made me think about how I look at people. In his sketchbooks he said, ‘Go to a bar, sketch somebody out,’ but he would actually have conversations and get to know the person, or even make a conversation up in your head by the way they looked and the way they formed their faces.”

Weber said when it comes to his sculptures and projects, he has many favorites, depending on the topic. However, there is one in particular that stands out in his mind.

“Bobby Orr up in Boston, [was a favorite] because it was so fast,” Weber said. “Normally a life-sized sculpture will take anywhere between nine months and a year to finish — they gave us five and a half months from concept to instillation. It was a lot of work and it turned out great.”

Senior sculpture major of Nokomis, Sophia Ruppert, president of Sculptors at Wagner, said when the art department hosts a visiting artist, they will have both a lecture and a demonstration in order to provide a greater impact on students.

“We like to have the lecture first, that way we get a sense of how the artist works, where they are pulling their ideas from and whatever experience they are going to bring in. It’s a great way to get to know the artist and to know what they are going to be talking about at the demonstration,” Ruppert said. “The demonstration is hands-on; they show a new technique.”

Weber began his demonstration by sculpting Ruppert, who was sitting in a chair in front of him. He was given only a pole to use as the backbone of the bust and clay to produce a work of art. He first began by forming the head and within a few minutes, one could begin to see distinction of the back of the head and chin — nothing close to facial features, but shape could be seen.

Once this was established, he then used a wooden dowel to support the shoulders. After this was in place and the shoulders were set, Weber began to focus on facial features — forming the eyes and forehead first, then moving onto the chin, nose and mouth. A mere 45 minutes after he started, Weber had not only the form, but a good majority of the facial features in place.

Weber said the traditional process of creating one of these sculptures takes quite a bit of skill and patience.

“First step is the sketches. Then almost every sculptor works with a maquette, which is a fancy French word for small model. Since we’re pretentious people, we still call them maquettes and not small models,” Weber said. “So we make a small model, about two feet high. Up until about 15 years ago, we would solve all of the problems — three dimensions and movements — in something that was malleable, we could make sure the 360 degree thing [worked]. Then what we used to do was make a rebar skeleton in whatever size we wanted to make it, pack it with foam and then pack it with clay and sculpt it back. That took two months at least just to set the foam.”

However, Weber said the technological advances of recent years have substantially sped up the process.

“Nowadays, we take that model, we scan it with a laser [and] we take the digital information that comes out,” Weber said. “We then take it, put it in the [computer numerical control] machine and cut out blocks of foam that can be assembled into the statue as big as we want, then pack that with clay and the sculpting takes over. It’s expensive, but it saves easily two months.”

Ruppert said the art department has not brought in a figurative artist in some time, and since many art department students are interested in sculpting, they felt it was time. Ruppert said demonstrations of this sort are beneficial to students in expanding their horizons.

“Our professor has one way of modeling the figure and [Weber is] bringing in a new technique,” Ruppert said. “The diversity of education is helpful because [Weber’s] technique might work better for some students; everyone has a different style and it’s really great to learn new ways to do things. It could really revolutionize the way people work, depending on their previous experience.”

A little under two hours later, Weber had completed the portrait bust of Ruppert and she was very pleased with the results.

“I think it’s real fun; I’ve never posed before,” Ruppert said. “I tried not to look as rigid, because like he talked about the flow and the energy of the human body — I tried just to sit and watch the demo. I’m kind of geeking out about it. I don’t work a lot with clay but it’s really fascinating to see him do it. He works really fast and it’s amazing to see what he got done in such a short amount of time.”

Peacock was moved by Weber’s take on balancing his career as an artist and family.

“His spouse is very important to him. She’s the one who stops him from going too far, and since I have a husband myself, and two young sons, it was definitely inspiring,” Peacock said. “Not many artists will say that — they are very anti-family; they think you’re not going to be successful, and he really broke the mold by having a family and doing this.”

Weber said he hopes students take away the idea that like any other endeavor in life, art takes skill, patience and perseverance.

“Talent is one thing; talent and circumstance is luck of the draw — you were either born that way and where you were born depends on what you can get,” Weber said. “I hope they come away with the idea that it takes a fair amount of time to get skillful enough to create with facility and it just takes that much practice. Also, to give them the confidence that you don’t have to pick away at a piece of artwork; you can move through it. It’s like [how] a tennis player can’t think about the dynamics of a backhand; as an artist you can’t think about making a mark on a piece of paper. You’ve got to let the connection between your brain, your eye and your hand be absolute.”

Ruppert said she learned a great amount about sculpting from Weber’s visit.

“[I’ve learned] to trust your eyes more than you trust your brain,” Ruppert said. “Whenever you do portrait stuff, you think, ‘I’m gong to draw this eye’ but it’s really the whole form and the eyes are connected to the understructure and everything connects together. It’s really been an exercise with the eyes more than the brain; I think that’s what I’ve learned the most — just looking at things rather than trusting your previous knowledge about it.”

Peacock said she enjoyed hearing about Weber’s knowledge of history and overall enthusiasm for this lifestyle.

“His experience in life — he really embraced life in general,” Peacock said. “Maybe it was his background in Vietnam that inspired him to really seek life, but he seemed to really grip it by the horns and [have the attitude of], ‘If you really want something, you go for it.’ He really infused that his wife helped him out and backed him up completely, and I thought that was really cool. He was a really sweet man and he really is approachable and friendly and his enthusiasm is just amazing.”

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‘I’m quite the attention whore’ Student performer dazzles audiences with comedic ways

Josh Funneman has been performing on the main stage in Dunham Hall Theater for a few years now, capturing the hearts of audiences with his comedic ways. Yet, if it had not been for his eighth-grade crush, this may have never occurred.

“I really got into theater stuff because my eighth-grade play — I had a huge crush on this girl, so I went and did it and I ended up getting the lead role,” Funneman said.

However, for Funneman, a senior theater and dance major from Teutopolis, success did not come as smoothly as one would think.

“The audition [freshman year] went terrible — I had no idea what a monologue was,” Funneman said. “[When] I came into this program, I thought I was talented — [but] I was a really bad actor. I came in the day of the audition, having memorized a monologue from a crappy movie, and I just bombed it — my words just stopped coming out. I don’t remember what shows were on that season, because I didn’t get called back for any of them.”

Theater and dance professor Chuck Harper said Funneman was enrolled in his beginners acting class his freshman year, and saw potential right away.

“My first impression of [Funneman] was he was a very raw talent,” Harper said. “He was really funny — that was clear — but had some issues with focus and honing in on what he was doing. His energy was really scattered. Over the last four years, what we’ve been doing is keeping his sense of humor, — his weird, wacky sense of humor — but to really be able to direct it and use it to maximum effect.”

Funneman said since he already signed up for the program, he might as well give it another try. This second chance came in the form of The Cougar Theater Company.

“That experience was awesome,” Funneman said. “[Theater and Dance Properties Manager] Kate Slovinski was in charge of it at the time and she is a saint. She takes actors like me who had no idea what they were doing, and puts on a show. What’s cool about it is that back then, the company would perform at the Wildey Theatre and children would get out of school to come see us. Kids are the best audience — you learn to get out of your box, to actually do stuff. My next three or four shows were with [Slovinski]  and CTC, and that ended up being my training ground.”

Slovinski, who at the time was production manager of CTC, said shaping Funneman was mostly a refinment of technique and using his strong suits to compliment and strengthen his other, less-prominent qualities.

“His first role was as the Frog Prince in which he had only one line, which was ‘croak,’” Slovinski said. “To begin with, Josh and all of his 6-foot lithe hopping was hilarious within itself. Then the subtext of how he said ‘croak,’ it’s so hard to explain, but he stole the show. To hear somebody say ‘croak’ with such conviction — croak as in ‘No,’ croak as in ‘What?’ croak as in ‘Stop it,’ all with just the word ‘croak.’ To see him not only do that, but pretty much walk away with the show when he was onstage, was when I was like, ‘This is it; this kid’s got the stuff and he’s better than I thought.’”

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Slovinski said the next show her and Funneman collaborated on was a children’s melodrama titled, “The Perfumed Badge” and during this process was the first time she saw the true potential of Funneman’s comedic abilities.

“I remember the first moment it dawned on him he told a joke, but didn’t physically tell the joke,” Slovinski said. “I knew Josh was on his way to being as funny with what he said and how he said it, as he was with his movements. I remember that moment and thinking, ‘Oh my gosh there’s a comedian, I just saw it, it’s going to start, and it will start here.’ And that was huge for him and for me. I thought I knew how funny he was but we were just getting started.”

Once Funneman had developed his skills, he decided it was time to try the theater department auditions once again. Funneman said the Theater and Dance Department was quite different from the theater he knew prior.

“It’s insane [on the main stage],” Funneman said. “I came from my high school — our director was a guy who worked at Wal-mart and our stage was in the grade school gymnasium; they fold out uncomfortable chairs and moms are there to see you. But here, the community comes out to support us; it’s insane.”

Harper said the first time he saw Funneman’s full potential was in the play “The 39 Steps.”

“‘39 Steps’ was where he found the kind of role he can just nail — that really played into his comic skills,” Harper said. “I didn’t direct it, but I assumed he would be in it. He was still at that point [where he was] a little bit rocky in terms of his focus and his technique, so it was a really big step for him to get that big of role in one of the faculty shows on the big stage. Coming to see that show and seeing the work he did in it was the moment I was like, ‘Okay, it’s all coming together for him. He’s starting to really put the pieces together.’”

After roles in various other plays during the next two years, it was finally Funneman’s time to shine. This time, it came in the form of a play called, “Servant of Two Masters.”

“That was the best experience I’ve had, ever,” Funneman said. “My favorite moment of [‘Servant of Two Masters’] was one time where the Theater 111 students are forced to come see the show by their professor. I saw one kid with his notebook, taking notes from the show. So I jumped offstage, took his notebook from him and I wrote, ‘The actor portraying Truffaldino is both particularly talented and handsome.’ And I tossed it back to him and said, ‘Put that in your paper and you’re bound to get an A.’”

Harper said Funneman’s role in “39 Steps” solidified his potential in the theater department and proved he could handle larger roles, such as Truffaldino.

“There are people who are good actors, but are they good enough to hold down a show, be the centerpiece of a show? He wasn’t the centerpiece of that show, but the work he did in it was what told me he can be the guy — you can build a whole show around him, which is what ‘Servant of Two Masters’ was,” Harper said.

Funneman has recently expanded his comedic horizons and taken to the stand-up world. He performs at Hey Guys Comedy Club in Fairview Heights most Wednesdays.

“Stand-up is awesome; you get to meet all kinds of people through it,” Funneman said. “I got to perform with Dustin Diamond, Screech from Saved by the Bell, and Todd Bridges from Different Strokes  — like, ‘What you talkin’ ‘bout Willis’ — I met Willis. I think [theater and stand-up] kind of inform each other. I look at stand-up as a play that I wrote. I know what hits and what doesn’t. When you’re actually writing about real things in your life, those tend to be the funnier things.”

Slovinski said the two things one may see the moment that he or she meets Funneman is his enthusiasm and people-pleasing skills.

“If [Funneman] would have a spirit animal, it would be a golden lab. He’s just so sweet and so inviting,” Slovinski said. “What struck me was someone who was willing to pour it all into getting better at this craft and wanted so much to give. I thought, ‘I have to work with this guy. I will find something just to have that kind of energy and enthusiasm;’ I think that’s something we don’t have enough of in this world.”

Harper said he hopes Funneman will leave the university with a greater sense of confidence.

“He’s funny, and I think he’s always known he’s funny and has enjoyed that, but I think maybe he knows now that he can be professionally funny,” Harper said. “He cannot just make his friends laugh, but through his work here and the work he’s started doing off campus with stand-up, I think he knows that comedy is a potential career. I think when he got here he might have dreamed of it in a big, nebulous way, but I hope now he knows if that’s what he really wants, he’s got the tools.”

Funneman said it means the world to him to have been part of this department.

“I don’t care what kind of day you’re having, if you go see a show like [‘Servant of Two Masters’], you walk out of there a different person,” Funneman said. “Being with these students and professors, everyone is so passionate and it’s incredible.”

Harper said Funneman is an interesting guy when he is not trying to be funny, something that happens to be his biggest challenge.

“What do you do when you can’t be funny? How do you deal with a play or a scene where you can’t use humor? For a lot of people, trying to be funny is very vulnerable,” Harper said. “He’s a stand-up [comedian] too and that’s the most terrifying thing in the world that I can think of; I can’t imagine getting up in front of people and either you’re funny or you suck. So, for some people, comedy is a very vulnerable thing; I think, for Josh, he’s more vulnerable the opposite way.”

Slovinski said the biggest legacy Funneman leaves in his wake is how he shows others to follow their dreams.

“Many believe that school is something you have to complete and then begin working toward [the dream],” Slovinski said. “[Funneman], from that really genuine place of wanting to share laughter and to be onstage, he began working immediately with stand-up and continuing with shows. I think that’s the biggest lesson I can say I’ve learned from [Funneman]. Josh Funneman should remind you, your dream begins today — and that’s a great gift.”

Harper said some of the moments he felt he really got to know Funneman were the times standing around talking before or after class.

“He’s funny onstage, but he’s really funny and insightful offstage in a humorous way, just when he’s talking about life,” Harper said. “I’m a fan of the man. I’m going to miss him; he’s graduating and we are just getting to the point where he’s doing great stuff — but that is the point where he should be leaving.”

Funneman said he plans to stay in the St. Louis, Mo. area, audition around and perfect his stand-up performances.

“There is a girl who books comics and showed interest in working with me, so I’ll see if we can do something with that,” Funneman said. “Stand-up is something that I can pick when I’m performing. I’m still going to act as much as I can, but you have to audition and this and this. Stand-up, I can just go onstage and perform.”

Slovinski said as the end of his senior year draws near, she cannot wait to see what is next for Funneman.

“It doesn’t matter how great his career will become — he will never be the person that won’t give an autograph, won’t give a hug, won’t go back to where his family is from,” Slovinski said. “I don’t see, as powerful as the world can be in making us a little less warm, I just don’t think the world can make Josh Funneman a little colder — it’s just not in his nature. He’s the kind of person where when you hear his voice or see his name, you can’t wait to see what’s next. I’m just happy to know him.”

Funneman said acting has given him something he can be proud of for years to come.

“I got through high school with bad grades and thought, ‘This is something I’m good at,’ even though I wasn’t — but now I actually am,” Funneman said. “I think it just comes naturally to me; I’ve been making people laugh my whole life. Any time you can get me in front of people to do my thing, I eat it up. Personally, I can’t imagine doing anything else.”

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SIUE Student makes noise as Rams cheerleader, ‘The Voice’ contestant

On a Sunday morning like any other, 5-year-old Tess Boyer took the microphone from her pastor father and stole the show.

Tess Boyer, Southern Illinois University Edwardsville senior political science major from Edwardsville, has been singing and dancing her whole life. Her father, Roy Boyer, said her church performance was the beginning of his daughter’s future in entertainment.

“At the conclusion of our service, we had music playing and people praying,” Roy Boyer said. “She came up to me and said, ‘I think I have a song I want to sing; I need the microphone.’ All of the sudden, she starts singing. Everybody stopped, looked and was amazed with what was going on; even I was like, ‘Whoa, where did this come from?’ It was very emotional and very touching. Everybody at that time began to realize she had a gift.”

After this, Tess Boyer’s life was filled with many forms of entertainment. She became involved in pageants and vocal competitions along with performances at the Muny, Fox Theatre and a year as a Rams cheerleader.

Just before her junior year at SIUE, Tess Boyer said she discovered the popular singing show “The Voice” was holding auditions in St. Louis.

“I wasn’t going to go because I didn’t want to do a TV show, but they were coming to St. Louis and people were like, ‘You should do it,’” Tess Boyer said. “I said ‘Alright, but I’m not singing anything anybody wants me to. I’m going to go be obstinate and rebel.’ I sang “Bounty” from the movie “Burlesque,” which I knew nobody would really know because it’s from a movie, but it’s a killer tune.”

Tess Boyer said she waited nine hours to audition and was in the last group of contestants on the second day of St. Louis auditions. Contestants sat in a circle of 10 people and took turns singing to a producer.

“I was tired and cold and just wanted to do this and go home,” Tess Boyer said. “I got done singing and the producer goes, ‘Okay, everybody, thank you. But Tess, come here. For the next round I want you to sing something that people know — a little bit more pop. I really think you should go pop.’ So I made it past the second round and flew out to L.A.”

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Tess Boyer said once she passed the first round, “The Voice” suddenly became a very important part of her life.

“This consumed my every thought,” Tess Boyer said. “I knew I had made it past the first round in June, past the second round in July and I knew I was on Usher’s team in October, but I couldn’t tell anybody until February.”

Tess Boyer said she went through two and a half months of auditions before she could try out in front of the judges.

“They announced your name the night before of who was going that next day; I have never experienced that flood of emotions before in my life,” Tess Boyer said. “It was that feeling of, ‘I’m happy I’m getting to go and I have the opportunity to be on a team,’ but then you’re at the point of, ‘It’s coming right now, two and a half months of working on your hands and knees.’”

Tess Boyer said the next day, she woke up at 5 a.m. to get ready to sing in front of the coaches.

“I’ve never been that nervous before. I blacked out completely; all I know is I was on Usher’s team,” Tess Boyer said. “He is the exact person I wanted when I heard he was [a judge].”

Tess Boyer said contestants don’t spend a large amount of time working directly with their coach. They spent a month and a half preparing for the first battle round and worked with Usher three or four times. She said the majority of the time is spent working with their partner.

“I always watched it as an audience member and thought, ‘Why are they always so happy for the other person?’ and then I realized why,” Tess Boyer said. “The girl I was with the first time, [Bria Kelly], I could not stand her; I didn’t like her or her personality. Then I started to spend time with her and we became inseparable. I liked having a partner; you go through so much emotional stress and it’s traumatic. It’s like you walk through fire with the same person every day.”

Tess Boyer lost the first battle round to Kelly, but was stolen by Blake Shelton to be on his team.

“Usher was really cool, very suave, very informative and strategic in the way that he coached,” Tess Boyer said. “Blake was chill and beautiful. He’s so much fun; he’s like a cheerleader in the way he coached.”

For the second battle round, Tess Boyer fell short to her partner Jake Worthington.

“I was like, ‘Well shoot, here I am losing again; this is horrible,’” Tess Boyer said. “Then before I could take another breath, I heard three buttons pushed; all three of them used their one steal on me. Then I had no idea what to do. When people are begging and fighting for you and they are superstars, how do you differentiate any sort of perception? Shakira was shaking in her seat and the stuff that she said to me hit home. I’m really happy I ended up going with her.”

Tess Boyer said during the playoff round, she had her favorite performance moment on the show.

“I sang “Human” by Christina Perri and that was my stand out moment. [Shakira] picked me first to be in her top three,” Tess Boyer said. “I remember [when preparing], hiding myself in my room and thinking about the emotion of the song and just breathing it. I had gone from losing twice to being the top contender.”

Tess Boyer said she lost many friends during the playoff battle round.

“I know it’s weird to say ‘friends’ since it’s a competition, but they become family,” Tess Boyer said. “It’s almost as if they die when they go off the show; you grieve their leaving because you will never be with them again like that.”

Once Tess Boyer passed the playoff round, she said she knew she had made it to the top 12 and did not know what to expect.

“I feel like no one knew what to expect,” Tess Boyer said. “You’re going into a live show and people are voting for you; it’s completely different. The performance part is the same; it’s the same stage and band. Then you get done and the comments are rushed and you can’t really say a whole lot back to the coaches because it’s on a timed schedule. It’s also long days, 6 a.m. to midnight — very taxing emotionally and physically.”

Tess Boyer said the worst part of this process was the results show, specifically being in the bottom three. The first time, she said she was expecting to go home.

“Whenever they announced I was safe, I was in utter shock,” Tess Boyer said. “I dropped out of the camera shot; they had to pan down to see me. So the next week, I knew I had to work really hard and come out swinging. But come next week, I was a little more prepared for it the second time. I knew when I was in the bottom with [Kelly] that we were both going home; it just made sense to be battling each other and then go out together.

Tess Boyer said she has been hired by KSDK Channel 5 to live tweet and watch this season of “The Voice.”

“I didn’t want to watch this season originally; every single week it’s like you’re back in it,” Tess Boyer said. “You take yourself back into that moment; you know a lot behind the scenes. It’s difficult, but I’m happy with it because I’m able to be constantly growing. It helps in the healing process; I feel like when you drag your life, heart, mind and soul through something and you have to heal eventually.”

Since “The Voice,” Tess Boyer has been given the opportunity to sing at various sporting events and has been given a multitude of platforms to share her talents with others.

Tess Boyer’s former dance coach, Hilary Duncan, said she knew from day one that Tess Boyer was on to bigger and better things.

“I knew she was going to be famous; it was just a matter of when it was going to happen,” Duncan said. “Tess is genuinely one of the nicest, most talented people you will ever meet; she has a special drive about her that makes her stand out.”

Tess Boyer said as a political science major, she had many plans for her future — plans that were thrown for a curve once “The Voice” happened.

“Before the show, I wanted to go to law school, so I planned on staying here and doing that,” Tess Boyer said. “Now I have three options; I can stay on with News Channel 5, take the bar and go to law school, or tour. These are three options that are huge life decisions; right now I’m meditating on them.”

Roy Boyer said he is proud of his daughter for who she is as a person, not simply for the things she has accomplished.

“Deep down in her heart she’s always said, ‘I just want to make people smile and give them something to be happy about,’” Roy Boyer said. “She’s used this opportunity to go out and speak to people, and I think that’s what’s most rewarding — to see that your child cares about others.”

Tess Boyer said now this journey is over, she sees things in a different way than before and is blessed for the ways it has changed her.

“I feel like I’m completely different in regards to being a young woman,” Tess Boyer said. “I learned a lot about myself, strengths that I didn’t even know that I had, work ethic and the ability to let my guard down a little bit. I’m excited that I was not prepared; I went in thinking it was going to be something and I came out and it was the greatest opportunity and experience that I’ve been through.”

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‘Ain’t I a woman?’ Laverne Cox shares journey, rise to fame

From appearing on the cover of TIME magazine, to becoming the first African-American transgender woman to have a lead role in a mainstream, scripted television series, Laverne Cox has used her fame to bring awareness to this community and make a difference in the lives of others by speaking at conventions and universities, such as Southern Illinois University Edwardsville, in order to spread her message.

Cox said it is important to her to share her journey with others because people’s strengths lie in their stories.

“I like to allude to Brene Brown’s work,” Cox said. “She said, ‘We either live in the truth of our stories or we stand outside our stories and hustle for worthiness.’ The piece of owning my story is really about self-empowerment; I think that’s how we can connect with other people and how we can feel we are not alone.”

Born Roderick Laverne Cox, she grew up in a household with her single mother and twin brother in Mobile, Ala. Her mother, being a schoolteacher, placed a high level of importance on education.

Cox began her education and journey into the transgender community years later in New York City, when she met Tina Sparkles. Cox met Sparkles at a nightclub called Webster Hall at their weekly Friday night party titled “The Make-up Room.” Sparkles asked to borrow her powder and the two became instant friends.

Cox said if it were not for the women she met at these clubs, including Sparkles, she would not have begun her 16-year medical transition.

“I watched her transform from a statuesque queen into a woman with flawless skin and thought, ‘If Tina can do this, what can I do?’” Cox said.

Cox said she had imagined her transition would go something like Sparkles’ did; within three years she would be able to live a full life as a female. However, more than eight years into her journey, Cox discovered this wasn’t the case.

“It made me feel like a failure, like people weren’t seeing me for the woman that I was,” Cox said. “It took years to realize if people could look at me and tell I was [transgender], that’s a beautiful thing. Being [transgender] is beautiful, something to be celebrated and not ashamed of.”

Cox said many people would confront her, and other transgender women, and instigate fights, pointing out loudly that they are men. Cox said it can become very dangerous and often unsafe for transgender women to leave their homes.

“Calling a transgender woman a man is an act of violence,” Cox said. “This is why I feel that transgenders are some of most courageous people in the world.”

Cox said her mother and brother support her wholeheartedly and that this is a journey that cannot be taken alone; it’s important to have support.

“Finding someone who loves and supports us as our authentic selves is key,” Cox said. “It’s been really painful for me to live my life when I wasn’t being fully true to myself; it’s not worth it to live a lie. Living authentically is the best way to be happy.”

Cox began expression of her desired gender from a young age. By the time she reached third grade, Cox had already experienced a multitude of bullying and harassment due to her gender expression.

Third grade was also the year Cox was placed into therapy to “fix” these gender expression problems. Cox said at one point, the therapist asked what the difference was between girls and boys, and Cox responded by stating there isn’t one.

“Everyone was telling me I was a boy, but I knew I was a girl, so I thought there must not be any difference,” Cox said.

After years of begging, Cox finally convinced her mother to enroll her in dance classes — a hobby that had quickly become a passion. She could watch choreography on television and mimic it perfectly; it was her dream to become a professional dancer. Cox would create characters in her head and bring them to life through dance.

Cox said getting the opportunity to study something she loved was, in a way, a saving grace.

“I believe if we can find something in this world we are passionate about, it can be truly lifesaving,” Cox said.

For college, Cox enrolled at Indiana University Bloomington as a dance major with an academic scholarship. However, soon thereafter, she transferred to Marymount Manhattan College and was finally in New York City.

Cox said, to her, New York City was a place of possibility and self-discovery, with much of her education happening in the nightclub scene. She was surprised to see how her gender expression was celebrated and she could feel fabulous — like a celebrity.

Since making her journey, Cox has collected many awards and impacted many lives with her work. She became the first transgender African-American woman to produce and star in her own television show, VH1’s “TRANSForm Me.” She also stars in the Netflix original series “Orange is the New Black.”

“If it weren’t for the success of this show, I wouldn’t be here at this school. I wouldn’t be doing this tour and I wouldn’t have been on the cover of TIME magazine,” Cox said. “The show has changed my life for the better and exposed me to an audience who wouldn’t know me otherwise. It’s pretty awesome; I’m really grateful for the show, the writers, all my directors and the public who has taken so wonderfully to it.”

Cox said being on the cover of TIME was an amazing opportunity and experience.

“I don’t know if I’ve fully processed it because it is a big deal,” Cox said. “Although it’s a personal milestone for me, I think it’s important to remember that [transgender] folks have not overcome [everything]; there are still struggles that [transgender] folks have in this country and me being on the cover of TIME magazine doesn’t erase that.”

Freshman nursing major Jennifer Kohl, of Algonquin, had seen Cox in a documentary regarding transgenders and was inspired by Cox to become a part of the movement to support transgenders.

“I thought it was strange at first how she kept saying, ‘Ain’t I a woman,’” Kohl said. “But then I realized she’s making a statement saying it in a sexy way. She is a woman and she wants to be known as that; that was a really great opening in my mind.”

Campus Activities Board graduate student James McLendon, of Springfield, said CAB wants to support students and provide open and safe areas to do so.

“It’s an effort to make sure we are covering all cultural groups,” McLendon said. “We want to make sure that on our end, as CAB, we are providing all kinds of opportunities for students to be comfortable enough to come out, enjoy something and have someone they might look up to be able to tell their story.”

Cox ended her talk by challenging students to take risks, be vulnerable and have difficult conversations with the ones they love. Cox said she hopes students are able to take a large deal away from her talks and translate it into their everyday lives.

“I like to get people thinking about their own lives existing in multiple spaces of identity,” Cox said. “I hope it encourages them to get to know people who are different from them and to create a safe space to have conversations and be inspired to accept themselves more.”

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‘A picture is worth a thousand words.’ SIUE Student brings his world of photography to campus

From the time Keenan Adams was 7, he had already developed a passion for photography. Even at this young age, he loved capturing moments in people’s lives.

Adams, a Southern Illinois University Edwardsville senior political science major of Decatur, has been a professional photographer for five years, but has been interested in the art form since childhood.

“When I was that age, I had a little digital camera that could only hold 25 photos; I would always have that around. I would take it to school and would take pictures at lunchtime,” Adams said. “If it was a nice day, I would go to the park and just shoot. As I got older, I always had a digital camera. I’ve always been interested in just capturing photos.”

Adams has developed many projects during his time as a photographer. Recently, he has begun a project titled “Humans of SIUE,” inspired by the award-winning photoblog “Humans of New York.”

Adams said the man who photographs and curates “Humans of New York” goes around New York City photographing and interviewing people who stand out to him. While Adams’ project is similar, there are a few distinctions between the two.

“I’m intercepting people on their way to class; they don’t have three to five minutes to talk to me, so I just get their name, where they’re from and their major,” Adams said. “I wanted to show the diversity and culture of the campus; the different styles. I’ve had maybe 130 interactions up to today and only two people have rejected, and it was because they didn’t feel presentable that day. I didn’t expect it to turn into what it is now; I was going to get 15 or 20 people, but then I became more comfortable with people and I just kept shooting.”

Adams said “Humans of SIUE” illustrates not to judge a book by its cover. He captures not only students, but also professors and anyone else on campus.

“Not only are you showing a general representation of the school, but also what people from different majors look like,” Adams said. “For instance, if you hear physics major, you’re going to think nerdy; but, I have shot a couple of girls who were physics majors, and you would have never known. I’ve shot a guy who was covered in tattoos, and you would think art [major] or something like that, but he was a nursing major.”

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English graduate student Ahlam Jaber, of Granite City, said she was standing outside of Peck Hall when Adams approached her, told her he liked her outfit and asked her to be a part of his “Humans of SIUE” project.

“I’m a pretty social human being, so these types of encounters don’t throw me off whatsoever; it was flattering,” Jaber said. “I think it’s a fantastic idea; people shouldn’t be as apprehensive when people approach them. I was thinking as I was walking away, ‘Why would I refuse this?’ We have this strange thing in our society where we want to be limited, shut off and alone to a certain degree. I like that he’s willing to break those boundaries.”

Adams has many projects outside of SIUE as well. In fact, Adams said “Humans of SIUE” is his only project focused within the campus.

Adams said one of his favorite projects is titled “Chicago Street Photography.” Adams said he would travel to Chicago and spend hours doing nothing but walking through the streets taking photographs.

“Sometimes I’d take a same-day round trip, so I would arrive at [Chicago] Union Station at 10 a.m. and get the last train leaving Chicago at 7 p.m. I would just spend that whole time walking through the streets and shooting,” Adams said.  “Sometimes I would spend a few days and stay in a hostel downtown so I could really zone in and focus, not rush.”

Adams said when he’s on the streets of Chicago, he focuses on people who stand out to him.

“I look for someone with an interesting hat, or item of clothing or accessory; just someone who looks like someone you would want to talk to, and I take their photo,” Adams said. “I’ll have certain focus days; I’ll focus on people with glasses, hats, curly hair, people who are really tall or short. That way your mind weeds out the chaos of the streets of Chicago. The reason I shoot in Chicago is it’s really busy, really diverse. I can blend in and look like a tourist; I’m comfortable.”

Adams said most of his photos for this project are candid, however sometimes he will find one person who stands out enough for a posed photo.

“Most people are flattered and I don’t get rejected that much,” Adams said. “Especially when you explain what attracted you to that person, even on campus. I don’t just shoot random people, there’s always something that stands out; maybe their smile, their hair or they way they are dressed.”

While Adams loves finding photography subjects on the busy streets of Chicago, there is another project titled “Project Glasses” that Adams said is his favorite.

“I’ve never worn glasses, so maybe that’s why I’m attracted to them,” Adams said. “I like how glasses now aren’t shameful to wear. I know back in the late ’90s all you saw on TV were commercials for contacts. But now, glasses have evolved into a style and it’s not the standard one style. I’m really attracted to glasses that are really big, non-traditional glasses. A few shots that I’ve got are the ‘Harry Potter’ circular glasses; I love those.”

Adams said his project “Friends and Strangers” aims to show the essence of life and gives him the opportunity to remember some of the people he has met.

“If we have an event that we all go to, I’ll bring my camera,” Adams said. “If we’re just hanging out at a bar, I love just capturing the happiness and the time we are having because it’s nice to have that to look back at and say, ‘Man, that was a good night.’”

Adams said for the future, his plans do not include photography, but he will always have it in his back pocket.

“Currently, I do shoot professionally, meaning that I do get paid part time; mostly just engagement photos, senior photos or family photos,” Adams said.  “I don’t plan on doing photography full time because it’s kind of a gamble—you never know when the economy is going to tank, and people won’t pay $300 for senior photos. And there could be a time where I’m just not getting work.”

Adams said one of the main reasons he has these unpaid photography projects is so he can keep his mind and photography skills sharp.

“The more you shoot, the better you get at it,” Adams said. “If I only shot whenever I got paid, I wouldn’t do it as much and I wouldn’t be learning and improving my skill. I like to shoot a lot so that I make mistakes; so I don’t make those same mistakes when I’m on a paid session. That motivates me to do a lot of self-projects.”

Adams said one of his favorite things is to see how others react to his photographs and how it impacts them.

“One guy said he got a feeling of happiness just from seeing the expressions of all the people in the photos,” Adams said. “I never say smile because when I say smile, you’re giving a forced smile. I’m normally good at opening people up; if I talk to you for a minute, it only takes another minute for me to make you laugh. That’s why you see a little giggle in all the photos. I would consider myself a good sense of humor; that makes me more comfortable getting people to open up and show their personality.”

Junior psychology major Kyle Shive, of Holiday Shores, said he was out in the Stratton Quadrangle chalking for Psychology Club when Adams approached him for “Humans of SIUE”.

“I really enjoyed it; it’s a great idea to hear from all walks of life around the campus. I like that he’s giving people the opportunity to stick out,” Shive said. “This is the Midwest, and I think there’s a tendency to fall into the bracket of thinking there isn’t a lot of culture or variation of ideas around here. It’s cool for him to be walking around and actually finding these people. The way he approached me felt very professional and artistic.”

Adams said when it comes to his photography, having memories to look back on is important to him.

“I notice a lot of things, just from my artistic point of view, and I like to show other people those kinds of things,” Adams said. “You’ve heard the saying, ‘A picture is worth a thousand words;’ I can explain something to you, but you actually seeing what I saw instead of me just telling you why I thought it was interesting—it kind of puts you in my shoes.”

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Organization unites area cyclists

An SIUE student started a group called SIUE Cyclists through her Facebook page that has taken to the streets of Edwardsville and the Metro East area.

Senior English major Abbey Rideout, of Pittsburg, Pa., created a Facebook page in an effort to connect people with a similar interest in cycling.

“I made the page because my boyfriend at the time and I wanted other people to ride bikes with,” Rideout said. “It was really as simple as that; he and I were like, ‘We don’t know enough other people who want to ride recreationally, or want to ride fast paced and be a little more organized about it.’”

Rideout said this group is a resource for many cyclists in town.

“There are so many students who ride bikes for transportation or recreation, you have no way of getting in contact with someone else who does. That was our goal, to have a way for people to get in contact with other people who are riding,” Rideout said. “If you have a problem, you can ask people in the group instead of having to go to a bike shop.”

Group member Andrew Dolinky, of Edwardsville, said he has been riding bikes since he was a little kid and his roommate, who is friends with Rideout, encouraged him to join the group.

“I was involved in sports growing up, but unfortunately, being out of college and living the adult life, there’s not a ton of time to stay active,” Dolinky said. “Being able to get out on my bike at least once a week is a great way to release pent-up steam and stay as active as I can. It’s a great way to meet new people and go out, rather than staying on your couch and watching Netflix.”

Rideout said the page is also a good place to organize events in the area in a relaxed and informal manner.

“If there is a big cycling event going on in St. Louis, somebody will make a post about it and that sets up people knowing about the event and wanting to go,” Rideout said. “People will also post things like, ‘I’m going to go do a 20-mile ride today to this place’ and then other people who are interested can go.”

Rideout said she grew up in a cycling family and has a personal family history with the sport.

“My mom did the bike ride across Maryland while she was pregnant with me; my grandmother was buried in her jersey; it was a whole family thing,” Rideout said. “I have two bikes, one of them was my dad’s high school graduation present, which at the time he chose over a car. But I’m also a women’s study minor and Susan B. Anthony wrote essay after essay about how important bicycles are for female liberation, so I come at it from that angle, too.”

Rideout said college students get easily stressed out and cycling is an easy way to get physical activity and relieve that stress.

“I know it’s hard to get motivated; I know that it’s difficult and especially here in town,” Rideout said. “As nice as our trails are, they don’t always get you to the places you need to go and that requires sometimes riding on the roads, which is very scary if you don’t know how to do that. So I know why students see it as a need and not a want. But it would be nice to see a little bit more involvement and a little bit more relaxed attitude regarding cycling.”

Senior social work major Tracy Hutton, of Quincy, said his freshman year he received a hand-me-down bike from his cousin and his love for cycling grew from there.

“I think it’s a really great thing to promote cycling as a recreational hobby on campus,” Hutton said. “A lot of people bike to class, but to actually do it as a hobby is something you don’t see a lot of. It’s good for you; it’s healthy and it’s exercise. It’s also a lot of fun, if anyone gives it a chance and goes on rides with us they always have fun. Especially with all the trails available on campus and in town.”

Rideout said this group is a way for people to get in contact with other people who know things about cycling and are interested in bikes as well.

“One of the places we are really lacking in is mountain bike people,” Rideout said. “We have a lot of people who are joining who ride [mountain bikes] but I know nothing about it or where those trails are. I ride fixed gear and brakeless and I know a handful of people who do also, but that’s a whole other world from mountain biking. So in that department, if someone else were willing to join the group and be a resource for that, it would be a great help.”

Rideout said while the group is still very small, they are hoping to continue growing.

“I would like to, in the future, make this more of an area thing instead of precisely a student thing,” Rideout said. “We call it the SIUE cyclists group, more having to do with age group and the location and not necessarily students.”

SIUE Cyclers have a Sunday Fun-Day ride, meeting every Sunday at Sacred Grounds Cafe. For more information on the organization, visit its Facebook page at SIUE Cyclists.

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Sports: Years of hard work pay off for SIUE volleyball’s Colclasure

From the time Chelsea Colclasure turned eight, her parents had involved her in many different activities—softball, soccer, dance and, most importantly, volleyball.

“It’s probably the most exciting of all the sports I was playing,” Colclasure said. “You’re constantly scoring, your team’s always cheering. It became my main attraction.”

Thirteen years later, Colclasure now holds the record for most digs in SIUE history.

Colclasure, now a senior nursing major, has been a starting libero since her freshman year, an achievement volleyball Head Coach Leah Johnson said is no easy feat.

“It’s one thing to start as a freshman, it’s another to maintain that position all four years,” Johnson said. “For her to have earned it and kept it says a lot about her growth as an individual on the court and her leadership.”

Colclasure said when she was younger, she played a variety of positions before finally deciding on libero.

“I’d set and even hit, but that was when the nets were a lot lower. Then when everyone else kept growing and I stopped, I got moved to the back row,” Colclasure said. “I love libero; I like that I keep people from scoring and how that makes them mad. I’ll pick a player out and go after them—I pick their best hitter to make sure they don’t score.”

Colclasure had never expected to play volleyball in college; she assumed no school would work with her to balance both a sport and the nursing program.

“It took me a while to decide to try to find a school that would work with me, because I just figured no one would,” Colclasure said. “I picked this school because the campus is really pretty, they have my major and my coach was willing to work with me to be a nurse and let me play sports. Not many schools were open to do that.”

Johnson said Colclasure was one of her first recruits as coach at SIUE. At the time, the volleyball team  was in need of someone who could fill the role of libero and start as a freshman.

“I liked the fact that she had been in a program that had been tough,” Johnson said. “They worked very hard and emphasized ball control defense, so I knew at the very least I was going to get someone who understood that was a priority. I got more than I ever bargained for.”

Colclasure said she is glad she decided to juggle both athletics and nursing.

“It involves a lot of responsibility, organization and putting your priorities straight,” Colclasure said. “It’s made me grow as a person and as a leader; it’s helped me learn to work with authority and just being able to get everything organized.”

Colclasure said after graduation, she plans on going to nurse practitioner school in order to advance her degree.

“I liked the health field and I knew there were endless opportunities for it, so many things I could do with it,” Colclasure said. “I want to do oncology with kids; I really like kids and I think oncology is awesome, crazy and a really interesting field.”

Colclasure said this year has been the most difficult year balancing her two passions. However, she is fortunate to have parents who help keep her grounded.

“They’ve supported me though everything, even when I wanted to quit they pushed me to do better and keep at it,” Colclasure said. “My dad helps me a lot to get through things; he makes me realize that I am a strong person and I can do both. He’s a good mentor.”

Colclasure’s parents are not her only supporters. Her teammate, roommate and best friend of three years Haley Norris is also one of Colclasure’s biggest cheerleaders.

“She affects our team in a really positive way,” Norris said. “She is a big stabilizer for us and a lot of people, especially our underclassmen, look to her for guidance and confidence on the court.”

Johnson said Colclasure’s leadership is one of the many qualities that have distinguished her throughout her career.

“The past couple years she has been a stabilizing force for us. She has a great read on the ball and she knows how to put herself in the right place. She has easily been our most steady ball control player, so that in and of itself in the game of volleyball is irreplaceable,” Johnson said. “She can also communicate with me very well; I feel like she and I understand one another, having played the same position. She has a good head about her, not only by taking responsibility and being accountable for the things that she can and can’t control, but also working with me to be challenged, improve and grow.”

Norris said since she and Colclasure have the same sense of humor, they got along from day one. The two have also bonded over sharing the same position.

“She pushes me to try to be better,” Norris said. “You would think it would be like, ‘You don’t like each other because you are competing, but since the beginning we just clicked. We are open about how we’re competing, we’ve both been able to push each other and I think that has been a maturing factor in our relationship. We’ve been able to be best friends, even though she is my competition.”

Johnson said when Colclasure was recruited, she was an average student, and Johnson explained to her in this program at this level, average is not acceptable.

“She said, ‘I know it’ll be different when I get there,’ and I just had to trust her. That is the relationship we had from day one, there was a great level of trust,” Johnson said.  “She came here as an exceptional student and got accepted into nursing. She’s doing something that is hard for your typical nursing student and she’s doing it with a full-time athletic job and doing well and excelling. I think that’s another testament to the person she is and why accomplishing such a record and so many accolades throughout her career should not surprise anyone, because that’s just the nature of her.”

Colclasure said when the digs record was broken, she wasn’t even aware of what she had accomplished.

“I didn’t even know I broke it. My coach was like, ‘Congratulations, you broke the record the other day.’ I remember last year they said I was five digs away and then I forgot about it,” Colclasure said. “It is really cool to have my name somewhere on the university because of this. All the hours that you put in, working hard every day at practice and dedicating yourself to—it really does pay off.”

Johnson said having herself been a libero, she can attest to the fact that this accomplishment is outstanding.

“It’s very difficult to do; you almost have to be a starter from your freshman year to be able to break that kind of record. But just being on the court isn’t enough, you have to be a skilled, smart player and Chelsea is all of those things,” Johnson said. “I think it speaks volumes to the people around her, too. She’ll tell you that she couldn’t care less about a record, as long as her team’s winning. Those around her help make her good, too. They trust her, they see her potential and they want her to be great.”

Norris said Colclasure has the ability to keep things light and fun on the court.

“If someone makes a mistake, instead of letting them get down on themselves, she would just be like, ‘Dude it’s fine, just laugh it off,’” Norris said. “But she is also super driven. She has a lot of pride and always wants to be the best in what she does.”

Johnson said one of the most distinctive things she will remember about Colclasure is her desire to improve the team in any way possible.

“I remember her first couple years we played 10 five-set matches and we were so competitive, but we were coming up 50/50 on those. She’d come to the front of the bus and say, ‘Coach, what do I need to do to help us win; what else can I do?’ and I just kept saying, ‘Chelsea, you’re going to have to be patient; not everyone’s where you are yet. But you’re going to get them there,’” Johnson said. “It’s funny because this year she’s asking the same thing, but she’s talking about a whole different level. We are 6-5 and she’s asking that same question because it’s not good enough still. That’s a great place to be in and that drive is always something I’ll remember about her.”

Colclasure said her motivation comes from realizing this is her last year in the program.

“This year I know I don’t have anymore chances to win the [Ohio Valley Conference] tournament or go to [National Collegiate Athletic Association] tournament and that’s always been a dream to go to the NCAA’s,” Colclasure said. “Also working hard for my teammates; I love every single one of them. They are like my family so I think they keep me going every day.”

Colclasure said being a part of this program for the past four years has meant a lot to her and helped her grow.

“It meant that I worked really hard to get where I wanted to be,” Colclasure said. “I went into practice everyday. I tried to get better everyday and I’d say, looking back, it was a great experience. I loved being around all my teammates, my coaches and I wouldn’t change it.”

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Sports: Leap of faith: La’ Derrick Ward’s belief in self, SIUE takes him to the top

After nine years, senior track star La’ Derrick Ward has endured the many trials and tribulations that go along with being an athlete.

Ward said one of the main things he loves about track is that a person can be as good at it as he or she wants. It all depends on the amount of work he or she puts into it.

“I played basketball, football — a lot of team sports. Track is a team sport also, but at the same time you can go as far in track as you want to go,” Ward said. “I’ve won team awards in track, but nothing is better than winning at something that you alone worked your hardest for and put that work in at.”

Ward has received many awards throughout his college career. He has been the indoor and outdoor conference champion in the Ohio Valley Conference, competed at the NCAA Indoor Championships and received an All-American award, was OVC Athlete of the Year in 2014 and became the first track athlete at SIUE to compete for a Division I national championship.

In addition, Ward had the longest collegiate jump of the season, an achievement of which he is proud.

“It wasn’t something that started off being my goal, it just ended up happening and was pretty cool,” Ward said. “It was kind of surreal; I didn’t really believe it at first when I saw it online. But when it did hit me, it was a good feeling.”

Even with all of these awards under his belt, Ward said his drive to win has not changed.

“They’re great to have, I take pride in my awards because I earned them,” Ward said. “But I don’t really hang on to them. Every award I get, I give to my mom because I know she’s proud. I love the fact that I won them, but once I win them, it’s on to the next thing.”

Despite all of his accomplishments in long jumping, it was not always Ward’s focus. He began his track career in sixth grade with the 400-meter race until one day when the team’s high jumper did not show up for a meet.

“They asked for someone to fill in. At the time, I was only doing a relay so I said I’d do it. I actually ended up being the best guy on the team at it so I stayed doing it,” Ward said.

After entering high school, his coach suggested he try long jumping.

“I tried it and was pretty good at it,” Ward said. “At first, I did high and long jump, but ended up being better at long because I didn’t grow much. You have to be pretty tall for high jump. Long jump ended up being my main thing. It’s more fun for me. It’s my favorite event.”

When it comes to game day, Ward said he does not have many special rituals before meets that particularly stand out from what other track athletes do.

“There’s not really a lot of prep leading up to a meet, just going over technique and approaches,” Ward said. “I listen to music all day prepping up to a meet, but that’s just to get away from everything and narrow my focus.”

One of the reasons Ward does not have many rituals has to do with the sense of calm he has before meets. He said he tends to take a “whatever happens, happens” approach when it comes to events.

“I’m probably the most relaxed guy ever. People ask me if I get nervous before meets and when I say no, they always look at me weird. Even for the biggest meets I’ve been to, I don’t get nervous,” Ward said. “I don’t really see the point of being nervous. It’s not going to make anything better. I’ve done the work, I’ve prepared and there’s nothing to be nervous about.”

Ward said he was recruited by the University of Missouri and a lot of other big schools, but he felt more at home at SIUE and really liked the sense of family he found.

“I came to a smaller school and people wondered why,” Ward said. “When I was recruited here, they actually got to know me as a person. Mizzou tried to sell me on their facilities and all the shiny stuff they had. It was all nice, but I’m just not a materialistic person. I felt like I was coming into more of a family here.”

Ward said it makes his accomplishments worth more at a smaller school.

“Competing for a national championship at Mizzou or [the University of Southern California], I feel like wouldn’t mean as much as winning it here,” Ward said. “There are a lot of people that think you have to go to these big institutions to excel in sports. As long as you put the work in and stay healthy, you can do anything. I’m proof of that.”

Ward said he owes his success to many different people who have motivated and helped him, especially those who have gone out of their way to make things possible for him.

“I have a little brother who’s in high school who jumps and looks up to me, so that’s a lot of motivation. I don’t really try to be over him about it, I just want him to have fun with it. I don’t want to put pressure on him. I also look up to my older brother as well. He’s always supporting me and is probably one of my biggest heroes. But my dad is a big influence — he has fought through a lot of adversity — just knowing that he came through so much and has tried so hard to keep me from it. I try my best to make him proud, show him that all the hard work he put into me wasn’t a waste,” Ward said.

Ward has many other loyal supporters, including his best friend Greg Hayes, a senior at Eastern Illinois University.

“He’s very hardworking when it comes to sports at school,” Hayes said. “He’s always himself. He never tries to be anybody he isn’t. He’s very determined. He never lets it overwhelm him. He just works as hard as he can and puts everything into his sport.”

Hayes said they became friends in sixth grade. They had a class together and after one conversation, the two just clicked.

“I was talking to him the other day about how he’s No. 1 in long jumping and how he feels about it. He has always been one of the best athletes and he’s never let it get to his head,” Hayes said. “He’s never been one of those people who’s a show-off.”

Ward said his best piece of advice for aspiring track stars and college athletes is to remember why they started playing.

“I really got into sports for the fun of it. In all honesty, when I started track, I didn’t think it’d be a sport I’d stay with and end up being so good at. I ended up finding a love for it that I didn’t know I had,” Ward said. “Just have fun and remember why you started, don’t forget that if you really want to succeed, then give it your all.”

Caitlin Grove

Via alestlelive.com

Sports: SIUE announces new assistant coach for women’s soccer

Beginning this fall, Jordan Bishop will be joining the women’s soccer team as assistant coach.

Bishop played soccer for four years at the undergraduate level for Iowa State University. She has played for semi-professional teams as well as the professional team the Boston Breakers. While completing her master’s, she was the graduate assistant and director of soccer operations for Auburn University.

Head Coach Derek Burton said her extensive experience will make her a valuable addition to the team.

“Her professional and high-level college playing experience will really incent credibility and respect from our players so they can take what she gives them, like her opinion and her coaching, and know it’s valid,” Burton said.

Bishop will be joining the coaching staff as the third full-time coach, something Burton said will be beneficial to the team.

“This is a great step for our coaching staff and our program,” Burton said. “She’ll make a big impact in terms of having a third recruiter. She has a very high level of playing experience, which has given her eyes for evaluation, so she’s going to be impactful in our recruiting efforts.”

Bishop said she plans to contribute to the team in many ways.

“On the field, it’ll be more from an attacking standpoint, with the positional and tactical side of things. I’ve played at pretty much every level college-wise, so I think the experience on the field that I’ve had will help me to be able to relate to the girls,” Bishop said. “As for off the field, I am a younger coach so I think having that relatability with the players will be extremely beneficial.”

Burton said the fact that she is young is nothing but a positive.

“Still being pretty young and not so removed from the game, she can really bridge that gap from being a player at a high level to now coaching at Division I athletics,” Burton said. “They’ll know that they can take what she says to heart. This is a factor when it comes to the games and training, but also when it comes to the personal side of things. She’ll be able to have more of a connection with them than someone like myself, who’s 40 now, does not have to a 20-year-old.”

Bishop said she was drawn to this program partially due to her connection with Burton.

“Now in society, it’s all about connections and staying in touch with the people who make an impact on your life,” Bishop said. “Derek was my coach for my freshman fall so I’ve known him going on seven years now. I really respected him as a coach, so once I heard this position had opened, I quickly reached out to him and interviewed because I wanted to be a part of his program.”

Bishop said in addition to her connection with Burton, she is also eager to be part of a Division I team.

“That’s what I really like about this program; it’s somewhat fresh with the Division I status, so being able to be a contributor to progressing the women’s program into more of a notable team will be really exciting,” Bishop said.

Senior defender Samantha Jones said she is excited for Bishop to join the team.

“I worked a camp with her this summer and from what I saw, it seemed like she had a positive attitude, a pretty good ability to lead and a good work ethic,” Jones said. “It seemed like she knows a lot about the sport and having another person to help explain things will be great.”

Bishop said she has wanted to become a coach for most of her life and is very excited about the opportunity to do this at SIUE.

“My dad was a high school basketball coach, so I’ve grown up with a coach in my family,” Bishop said. “I just love the way that they can be a part of someone’s life and really make an impact in it.”

Caitlin Grove

Via alestlelive.com

A lesson in First Amendment rights and the meaning of beauty: Despite controversy, professor’s work in contrasting images comes together in gallery exhibit

Southern Illinois University Mass communications professor Tom Atwood discovered beauty in the Wood River Refinery.

He began by photographing young women in front of the refinery and at first, it was nothing more than an urban backdrop for senior portraits, but it soon became much more.

Atwood said an English professor at McKendree University saw these portraits and told him it reminded her of an Allen Ginsberg poem, “In Back of the Real,” a poem which was about seeing beauty in unexpected, industrial places.

“When she sent me that poem I thought, ‘That’s exactly what this is,’” Atwood said. “Then I started to think about how you could create a series of pictures that would show this contrast between what people think of as beautiful, say a beautiful woman, but then to also somehow show the refinery in a way that is beautiful.”

Atwood said many see the refinery as an eyesore, but ever since he saw it through his son’s eyes, he had always seen it as something quite beautiful.

“When we first moved here, he was 3 or 4 and we would drive past the refinery on the way to Alton,” Atwood said. “My wife’s in the car looking at it thinking, ‘Oh my god. We live next to this? This horrible industrial place.’ But he was looking out the window in his car seat at it and said, ‘Dad, we are lucky to live here aren’t we?’ That’s what got me thinking maybe it is kind of a beautiful, awful place.”

Atwood said after he was sent the poem, he began thinking this project could become something more, possibly even an exhibit.

“The executive director of the Edwardsville Art Center saw the pictures and suggested it could become an exhibit and it became a good reason to do [the project],” Atwood said. “One reason I take photos is to create art and to have people see the art. So instead of me just shooting as a hobby, it gave it a real purpose.”

However, the entire project was not smooth sailing for Atwood. As it turns out, the refinery does not like having its picture taken and will take great measures to make sure this does not happen. The refinery has bought lots of land surrounding the complex in order to prevent things of this sort from happening.

Atwood said local police would stop him soon after he arrived on the site, telling him the refinery would confiscate his camera if he continued taking photos. Police and security told him he faced these restrictions due to the Patriot Act.

“Under the Patriot Act, which was put in place after 9/11, if certain strategic areas or energy places think someone is doing something suspicious on their property, they can take these extra steps,” Atwood said. “He said they could think I was doing something suspicious, like mapping the refinery, and could come out and confiscate the camera.”

Atwood said the first time he was stopped and told about this issue, he asked the officer what he would do if he were in Atwood’s position.

“He said, ‘Well first of all I would stay on public property or private property that you have permission to be on, and I would be as inconspicuous as possible,’” Atwood said. “So that’s the approach I took after that, to always shoot on public property and I did try to be inconspicuous, which often meant shooting someplace quickly and getting out.”

Atwood said he was stopped a total of six times by police officers, refinery security or both.

“The last time was the worst, it was two security and one South Roxana police officer,” Atwood said. “That’s when they said they had put me on the homeland security list, which was a bluff. To me, that was intimidation or bullying almost, but it did stop the project for awhile because I did not want to be on that list.”

Atwood said the project started up again when Atwood’s brother posted the story to Facebook and said to contact the refinery. Atwood ended up getting a meeting with the refinery to discuss the issue and come to a potential agreement.

“For the last three shoots, there was an agreement that if I told them in advance where I was going to be, that there were certain areas I could shoot on and they wouldn’t call out the security,” Atwood said. “They said they are trying to stay under the radar; they don’t want attention drawn to the refinery so that somebody might then see it or think of it as a terrorist threat.”

Atwood said most of the shoots were done without notifying the refinery because he did not feel it was necessary.

“I do understand a citizen’s rights under the First Amendment and free speech, and I felt that there was no reason to be notifying a corporation on what I planned to do on public property,” Atwood said. “So I made a point not to call them because I didn’t feel it was right or necessary. I didn’t want them involved in the project in any way. Afterwards, I didn’t really like the agreement because then I was shooting at areas that they had designated.”

Atwood said while the threats slowed him down, they did not stop him from completing his project.

“It was pretty much done at that point,” Atwood said. “A lot of people had contacted me who wanted to be in it so I had plenty of pictures by that time. But I still had people who wanted to do it, so that’s why I did the rest of them after the agreement.”

Atwood said he would send out invitations to people he thought might be good or who may be interested in participating.

“In the invitation, it was always presented as a collaboration,” Atwood said. “I would say, ‘Do you want to do it? And if so, whatever you wear is up to you. I’m just trying to show a contrast between you and the refinery.’ This way, I thought I would have a lot of different looks. However, I shot some people that I didn’t know; some would say, ‘A friend of mine did it or I saw pictures, can I be in it?’”

Mass communications professor Suman Mishra said she volunteered as a model because she is  interested in photography and wanted to see what it is that Atwood really does.

“This is not something I’ve ever done. It’s not something I’m comfortable with, but I just wanted to have fun and to push myself to do something different that I wouldn’t normally do,” Mishra said. “Tom is really good in the sense that he really does make you very comfortable so it doesn’t feel like you are actually posing. So I’m happy for him. I’ve been seeing him do this for awhile and the exhibit is like a culmination of his work.”

Atwood said the exhibit will be a one-man exhibit made up of about 50 framed photos.

“The point of the exhibit is to sort of explore this contrast in beauty, explore the different kinds of beauty,” Atwood said. “Hopefully, they can expect to find beautiful, interesting photographs that maybe they did not expect. What is maybe surprising to some people is how beautiful the refinery can be.”

Mass communications professor Cory Byers and SIUE alumna Ashley Seering decided it would be fascinating to create a documentary to go along with the photos at the exhibit.

Byers said he and Seering wanted to add context to the exhibit through their documentary.

“We thought it’d be nice to have a short video to play there so people could get an understanding of why he did it,” Byers said. “I think if people come in and watch it before going through the exhibit, they’ll get a better understanding of what it’s about and what the point was from Tom’s perspective. Then maybe they’ll be able to appreciate the photos a little more.”

Seering, a former Alestle employee, said the idea for the documentary sparked after Atwood posted the story of his project online.

“A lot of people were asking questions about it and he had kind of explained it but it was hard to get all of the details, so I just always thought it would make a good story,” Seering said. “The point of the documentary is to tell the story behind the photos.”

Seering said they tried to capture every aspect of the process.

“We did one interview with Tom and we did some with the models that actually participated in the photo shoots, just to get their side of it,” Seering said. “Then we went out one evening when he was doing his last photo shoot at the refinery, just sort of to give people a live sense of what Tom was putting into the project.”

Seering said they are planning to produce two separate documentaries; one focused more on the art, which will be shown on a loop at the exhibit and one looking into the controversy, which will be posted online.

Atwood said he learned many things throughout this project, one of which was not only how deeply some people feel about the First Amendment, but also how strongly he felt about it.

“I never had to deal with this before, what I thought was a complete interference with a citizen’s rights,” Atwood said. “But people also feel really strong on the other side, too. Even a corporation has a right to security or invasion of privacy. I think I also learned about what you can and can’t do under the Patriot Act and what your rights are. You really do have to be careful in the decisions you make about any kind of journalistic or artistic enterprise because you can run into trouble.”

Atwood said he hopes people approach the exhibit with an open mind.

“Not only open minded in the way I went about shooting, that not everybody agrees with, but also just open to seeing the refinery as something other than just an eyesore or a bad corporation,” Atwood said. “I never really looked at it that way. I’ve always been fascinated by it, always thought it was beautiful; again, in a terrible, almost apocalyptic way. But I think if they go into the exhibit with an open mind about all of that, about this idea of beauty and what is beautiful, then I think it’ll be an interesting thing.”

“The Refinery Project: Images of Beauty and Industry by Tom Atwood” will open to the public July 18 through Aug. 22, with an opening reception Friday, July 22 from 6 to 8 p.m. at the Edwardsville Art Center.

Caitlin Grove

Via alestlelive.com